“That’s the thing, though – with girls, it’s just a
dream,” he said. He was racking up a new game. I nodded – it was true. “I
mean, I’ve never met a girl who wanted to fuck like that. They don’t like to
fuck as much as guys do.”
“Yeah and if they do they want to get all emotional
about it and you have to, like, say you’re gonna marry them or some shit,” I said.
“Exactly,” he said. “It’s so much work, so
much…expectation. They’re so different from guys.” He handed me my cue.
When I took it, he winked at me. Maybe that’s when I knew.
“I’m pretty fucking buzzed,” he said. The bar
had closed; we’d been there up until the last minute, sucking down beers. I was
drunk, that was for sure. “You coming back to my place?” he said. We
walked there.
He got us a couple beers from his fridge. We sucked them
down. There was a tension in the room that hadn’t been there the last time this
had happened, maybe cause we both knew we wanted it to happen but didn’t know
how to approach it. He went into the bathroom. He was in there for a while. My
cock kept getting hard, softening, getting hard again. I thought about getting
us another beer. I was about to turn on the TV when he came out of the
bathroom. He was just wearing a pair of mesh shorts, basketball shorts. His
half-hard cock tented out the front of them.
“Guess I’m ready for bed,” he said, stretching
his arms over his head, showing off his slim, muscled frame and the hair under
his pits.
“Cool,” I said.
“Coming?” he said, and stuck his hand down his
shorts. I followed him into the bedroom.
We did it all, again. Drunkenly. I don’t think either of
us came. It was hot, but kind of unsatisfying. At some point we passed out and
when I woke up the light was coming in through the window. I was naked and my
legs were tangled with his.
I went to the bathroom. Splashed water on my face. Looked
at myself in the mirror. I didn’t want to go back out there, didn’t want the
awkwardness, the distance that I knew was inevitable. I was somewhere between
still-drunk and about-to-be-hungover.
When I came out he was awake.
“Hey,” he said. He smiled. That was surprising.
“Hey,” I said. Smiled back. I started to put on
my socks. This had been my plan: get dressed, get out, go home, shower, nurse
my hangover and my shame.
“You leaving?” he said.
“Yeah. I mean, I guess so.” He pulled back the
covers. He was still naked. He had a hard on.
“Come back in bed with me,” he said.
“Okay,” I said. I took off my socks, the
underwear I’d put on backwards in my haste to cover myself first thing in the
morning. My cock was already getting hard and when I sank my knees in to the
bed to join him he surprised me by taking it in his hand.
“Fuck yeah,” he said. “I love that you
want to fool around again.”
“I do,” I said.
He was looking right in my eyes. I thought, Fuck, he’s
gonna kiss me. And then he did. And I kissed back.
I’d never kissed a guy before. It was one of the hottest
things I’ve ever experienced, kissing him, making out with him. Both of us
naked and hard and ready to have sex, fuck, cum with each other.
When he broke the kiss he pushed me down toward his
crotch. I didn’t care that his cock had been in my ass earlier, in fact I
relished the dirtiness of it. Sucked him as deep and as good as I could. Licked
his smooth balls, licked his thighs. I looked up at him as I took his thick
cock deep down into my throat. His eyes were wide, appreciative, full of lust.
I thought, We’re both feeling this right now, it’s not just me. My ass
was spread out behind me and I suddenly wanted him inside of me more than I
ever had before.
I got some spit on my fingers and rubbed it into my hole.
We’d used his jackoff lube earlier so my ass was still kind of slicked up. I
got his cock nice and wet then I climbed on top of him. “Fuck yes, take my
cock inside you,” he said. I lined it up with my hole and slid down on it.
Before, when he’d fucked me, it had always been from behind, neither of us
looking at one another. I don’t think we’d even talked to one another the
entire time. Now he leaned up to kiss me as I took him balls deep into him. We
were looking in one another’s eyes. I felt like I could cum just from having
his cock in me. I risked saying what was on my mind.
“I love having your cock in me,” I said.
“Fuck yeah, bro,” he said. “You can have
it in you as much as you want.” We were just staying like that, him deep
inside me, cock pulsing, my ass pulsing around his cock.
“Yeah?” I said.
“Fuck yeah,” he said. I rose upward, sat back
down. I couldn’t believe how good it felt – better than it ever had.
“Goddamn, you’re gonna make me cum just from doing that.”
“I’m so close,” I said. I was stroking my cock,
backing off, stroking again. Raising up and down on him just slightly, just
enough to milk his cock. It was more than just me riding him. It was the fact
that we were looking at each other, feeling it, talking about it.
“You’re gonna make me cum, dude.”
“Me too,” I said.
“Cum with me. Oh, fuck!” I felt his cock pulse
in me. I let my own load loose. I didn’t care that it went all over him. Some
of it shot against his face. He didn’t care either. In fact he smiled when it
hit his chin.
I came off of him, laid down. He rested his shoulder
against mine. “Fuck that was hot,” he said.
“Yeah,” I said. I waited for the shame to rush
in, the awkwardness to take over. But we just kept breathing and he kept his
shoulder pressed to mine.
“You gotta work today?” he said.
“No.”
“Stay here,” he said.
“Okay,” I said.
“We can just fuck all day.” I looked over at
him.
“Yeah,” I said.
“You want to do that?”
“Fuck yeah,” I said.
“Just fuck all fuckin day. See how many times we can
cum, how many times I can cum in you.” I looked down. He was hard again. I
was getting there.
by Natty Soltesz
This is an excerpt from “Living the Dream,” a story in my new ebook, “Buddy”, available now on Amazon. Check it out and thanks!!!